For many years, I wandered through life carrying an invisible weight, one that came from questions I couldn’t answer.
Why was I here? What was I meant to do? Who’s God? Why do we suffer so much? Feeling like a stranger in this world, unable to make peace with what I saw outside, and even less with what I felt inside. Apathy, depression, anxiety, and constant inner pressure shaped my life. I struggled with self-worth, often caught in cycles of self-sabotage and disbelief in my own value.

Although I was drawn to “spirituality”, many of the new age practices I encountered left me even more ungrounded, floating in ideas that deepened my disconnection. I was swimming in emotion without a structure to sustain me. That’s when I discovered something that changed everything for me: the depth of Jungian psychology and the enriching knowledge of ancient esoteric wisdom.

These teachings gave shape to what I had felt but couldn’t name. They helped me understand the patterns of my mind, the rhythm of my soul, and the fascinating architecture behind personal transformation.

I began to observe myself with more clarity, to listen more honestly, and to meet my life with more presence.

One of the deepest wounds I carried was the belief that I had to do it all on my own, that healing, growth, and purpose were burdens I had to figure out by myself. But life, in its wisdom, showed me otherwise. In the pattern of the Hero’s Journey (a framework I often reflect on and share) there is always a moment when the hero meets a guide. The mentor does not walk the path for them, but helps them see their path more clearly. I came to understand how vital it is to have someone who sees you, holds space, provides  perspective and knowledge while you find your own way forward to eventually become your own Teacher.

Now, I’ve become what I once looked for, a presence along the way, walking beside those who desire to reconnect with who they truly are. Every person I meet brings their own light, and in that exchange, I grow too.
This path is not one we complete, but one we continue, and to guide is also to keep learning.